All in the name of love

She stands in front of a mirror and sees ugliness

She sees something worthy of nothing

She swears at herself

Calls herself names, useless, bitch, stupid

All the names she is in fact far from

all in the name of love

She bruises herself

Beats herself up, drags herself on concrete floors

She slaps herself ,pulls herself by her silk hair

Kicks herself, blow to blow on her

Sometimes she breaks a tooth or even a rib

But its ok

Its all in the name of love

She lies on her back and rapes herself

Gets into positions so uncomfortable even a blow up doll wouldn’t manage

She puts it in rhythmically even though it burns her bud

And disguises her sobs with fake mourns

The screams at the end of it all are her conscious

Trying to reach out to her and tell her she brings herself pain

But silly her………… she thinks she came

　

She walks on roads paved with broken glass barefoot

Exposing her delicate feet to snare of it

She gets unbearable cuts , cuts that no doctor can sew back

Her delicate feet lose their delicacy and become disgustingly distorted

Besides all the pus and blood, she feels immeasurable pain

But she still walks on

All in the name of love

She alienates herself from those who see her

Those who see the beauty in her

Her friends her family

People who truly care for her

They don’t understand she says…….

True……..but its not understanding their after

They only seek to care for her and clean her bruises

Feed her with passion and diligence

Tell her she doesn’t need to be a trick to be loved and noticed

And most importantly tell her……….

That the love she seeks is in her

So if you come across her

Please give her this message for me

Tell her love is kind, love is patient,

Love does not hit you when you didn’t cook dinner

when you disagree with it or don’t want sex that night

Love doesn’t call you stupid bitch or whore

Love doesn’t desert you in the middle of the night to go sleep with another

Love doesn’t expose you to diseases.

Then tell her…………..

Tell her to look at the love she chases so badly

Assess and re-assess it

And ask her if all the things she’s been chasing

Ask her if all she has put through

Are truly……………TRULY

All in the name of love